Well…hello world. I have been thinking this week. It was a pretty normal week, nothing out of the ordinary other than my Grandma memorial service. After the service and after seeing a lot of my family, I went home and started thinking. Thinking about the people around me, friends and family, who I share my life with and who share theirs with me. I see people in my life who are willing to compromise what they want and what they even believe all for the sake of having a relationship. They deserve better than that. I see people who get hurt by other people, even people they love. They deserve better. I wish I could give them better. I wish I could be there all the time for them, pick them up when they fall, carry them when they can’t finish the race, but most of the time….I will never be able to. I am only human, I will fail those who I love. Good thing it does not depend on me. There is something better! Sure I will be there when I can, and do what I need to do. But I have to remember that sometimes I am only human… I have hurt in my own life, pain and struggles that only a select few who know really what I am feeling, they are people I can trust and love. They are there for me when I fall, they help carry me when I cannot finish, for that I am thankful.

uh….only human….