In my previous blog I was pretty upset and now that I have had enough time to process what I feel and think about it and come to this conclusion, sure my personal life was and probaly still talked about…way to much drama. I love all my friends and am still am thnakful for everyone of them I know I need to talk to some of them indivdualy to convey how I feel and what is on my heart and I have done so already. I just dont want to miss out on being able to spend time with someone becuase I have a wall of friends trying to look out for me and interjecting what they see to everyone else or that person becuase I may end up being more hurt than if they would have come to me personaly. I know I do not talk much about how I feel about someone becuse it is for me and that person and that is where it should be. God is good and he is faithful, I dunno what will come out of it but I know it is for His perfect plan and I know and hope that it will be amazing, I know I do not want to end up being alone but i have apart of myself and heart that I want to share with someone and I hope I get that chance to….